I haven't been feeling very well lately.... more than a simple cold, less than the flu.
I don't like not feeling well. Last week it was all elevated temperatures, chills, aches and pains, the dry tickle and cough, and, of course, the never-goes-away headache. This week, it's the frog-in-the-throat cough (please, don't make me laugh, because that'll bring on the cough) and feeling run down, with the headaches tossed in because the coughs make my brain rattle around.
I'm not a good patient. That is to say, I don't rest and take it easy like I should. Mostly, that's my personality--De Nile ain't just a river in Egypt, hon, but it's also because I'm a sub. Yes, if I were truly sick (meaning that I really couldn't get out of bed without falling down), I would cancel my job and ask for a sub--but that sounds a little silly, to me.
I also tend to be melodramatic. Not to the point of "O Woe Is Me. I Have A Hangnail and Now I Will Die!" drama, but not too far off. I think it's because I don't want to slow down, but I want you to understand that I'm only able to function through Sheer Will Power and Stubbornness. I am a convoluted person.
When I was in grad school, I somehow contracted mono. When the doctor told me what I had and that I needed to slow down, I remember looking at him and saying, "But I can't miss school and I'm doing an internship. There is no slow down." He looked back at me and said, "You better find a slow down, or you won't be able to do anything." We agreed that I could go to class and do my internship (luckily, it was just one day a week), as long as I rested the rest of the time. Of course, we never defined "rest," so I was able to make it up as I went along.
Luckily, I don't get sick very often. Even when I do get sick, it doesn't seem to affect me as much as others. When we were kids, my brother complained of the sore throat and ear ache. Mom took us down to the Dispensary (military walk-in clinic). They tested my brother for strep and it came back positive, so they needed to test me. Turns out I had a worse case of it, but I felt fine. Go figure. Boy, was I mad at my brother for making me sick!
Anyway, I hope I get over this whatever-it-is. I've got new aMusements to enjoy.